Wednesday, November 24, 2010
One more thing...
Quote of the day:"Nothing in the world is more dangerous than sincere ignorance and conscientious stupidity." - Martin Luther King Jr.
Senior year
Whoever said senior year was going to be the best year was a dirty liar. So far senior year has consisted of endless drama, parents ragging on me all hours of the day, teachers, tests, tests and wait...homework? Only 3 hours of it... no big deal! NOT LIKE I DON'T HAVE OTHER STRESSORS IN MY LIFE. Talk about stressors- my back has never been so tense in my life.
Doesn't it suck when life goes from "cloud 9" to "wait, what cloud?" I feel like that's what senior year has brought me, or taken away rather. Snowy, dreary days like today leave me with a sense of awe; I can't believe all the shit that I have gone through. There has never been a second in my life where I have regretted anything from my past, but today is a different story. I have been thinking endlessly since I arrived home from school about my past, my friends, ex lovers and lost family members. It BLOWS my mind how one second, everything can be normal and dandy and one blink later, everything's in pieces. Example A? My life.
I say pieces with a "I-know-I-will-put-them-back-together-eventually-it-just-sucks-right-now" kinda feel to it. In the past two weeks alone, my life has completely changed. I don't like change. My grandpa died, I lost my best friend and I ended everything with the only guy I have ever loved. Talk about a whoozy. My heart hurts in places I did not know it could, but the pain truly is a reminded that it all happened for the better. That idea got me thinking- what if change isn't such a taboo, scary thing? Change is inevitable; change allows the world to adapt, evolve and strive in its surroundings.
I don't know what is going on in my mind right now...so i leave with a simple question- Why do bad things happen to good people?
Peace, love and John Lennon
Doesn't it suck when life goes from "cloud 9" to "wait, what cloud?" I feel like that's what senior year has brought me, or taken away rather. Snowy, dreary days like today leave me with a sense of awe; I can't believe all the shit that I have gone through. There has never been a second in my life where I have regretted anything from my past, but today is a different story. I have been thinking endlessly since I arrived home from school about my past, my friends, ex lovers and lost family members. It BLOWS my mind how one second, everything can be normal and dandy and one blink later, everything's in pieces. Example A? My life.
I say pieces with a "I-know-I-will-put-them-back-together-eventually-it-just-sucks-right-now" kinda feel to it. In the past two weeks alone, my life has completely changed. I don't like change. My grandpa died, I lost my best friend and I ended everything with the only guy I have ever loved. Talk about a whoozy. My heart hurts in places I did not know it could, but the pain truly is a reminded that it all happened for the better. That idea got me thinking- what if change isn't such a taboo, scary thing? Change is inevitable; change allows the world to adapt, evolve and strive in its surroundings.
I don't know what is going on in my mind right now...so i leave with a simple question- Why do bad things happen to good people?
Peace, love and John Lennon
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